Today is the 1st day of a new year. Today, we start 2021.I realised I have always blogged about the things that make me unhappy, focused a lot on the things I do not like. Unfortunately, these are the things which bogged my mind most of the time.So from today onwards, from 2021, I will strive to be wise. Leave what has already...
I think I really need these reminders right now..."WHEN SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS IN YOUR LIFE, JUST YELL 'PLOT TWIST' AND MOVE ON." - Come to think of it, I am always doing this! Just that I use the very local term 'Suay' instead. Today I met 2 suay langs. Jin jia suay. Thank goodness this is the first and last time I will...
This is truly unfair. I know life is not fair to begin with...but this? Ridiculous.
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Why is it that others can choose to have a kid and not live with that responsibilities, but I don't and have to live with the additional responsibility of having one? Feedbacks to you were just pushed aside, ignored. When people say life is unfair, you'll never truly understand it until you live it. And I'm living that life alone. I hope that karma comes back to bite you in your arse hard. Two of you.
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2018 - I thought it was going to be a great year, a new experience, an overseas one. So far, it is just new. Not great. Not overseas. And have you noticed the date? It's more than half past y2018. It's even worse than the one I had before. No house, no privacy, no peace. In here, when you don't work, you become the least priority. Not my choice to not work, but hey, I'm not working so *poof*, your time = always free for others time even when other people have choices (reiterate: THEY GET TO CHOOSE). Having a project is seen as "just having a side hobby" that does not require time, effort nor any mental & physical energy. I practically put in the same (or more) numbers of hours, given less than nothing to begin with and under the daily scrutiny of everyone present. With the returns of a peasant. Yes, imagine if you work 'officially' under such circumstances. Guess everyone will go like "Oh, you did your best!", "Ah, you deserve better!" etc. But because it's not official, it's treated as shit.
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Looking back, these LT overseas promises are more likely to be dud than real. Life could have been so different now - better. Can I reverse it? No. Can I change it? Yes, I tried telling it to you very directly but was not given a damn (most probably viewed even as selfish LOL how ironic). What can I do? Suck it up and rant about it and keep my fingers crossed that the OS shit freaking happen soon. I can't wait for this part of my life to be over.
I am very disappointed in you. I am very disappointed in you. ...
To those who take things for granted, remember this and it will keep you grounded - A simple video, with a strong and important message. ...
2017...is here. Yes, and I'm spending the first day typing this blog entry. Didn't get to see any fireworks last night, something I always did previously, and yep, I kinda miss it. Got to hear some popping sounds though. He was busy playing his game with his friends and watching his soccer. Me? I was running around trying to get a glimpse of...
This entry is dedicated to the activities I did in a week - a week I hope can be on repeat mode because I managed to do so much stuff and yet look forward to every single moment of it. A week where I had to stay back later than usual, got lesser rest, but still had so much fun. A week where...
Finally, a well deserved break. A breather to catch up on the things I love doing. Did you notice the new blog layout? Heh heh, feeling proud of myself cause this is the first time I'm exploring with the new template and it turned out pretty satisfying. I still very much prefer the old one though - easier to grasp and more straightforward....
Once in awhile, amidst the busy working life, little news like this makes the world a little more colourful. Yes, you didn't read wrong. There's a new kind of blue in town, and it's called YInMn Blue! "How I wish I am one part neon-blue and two parts cookie monster." - yours truly ...
Wowee... Another 10 weeks just went by in the blink of the eye. Tomorrow (meaning Thursday, I wrote this over the midnight stroke) will be the last second day of the week, and the last second day of round 2. Can't wait, but feeling a little apprehensive too. Nothing will change, but everything will be different. Different roles and different responsibilities. Of course,...
This title is kind of befitting for everything right now, even for my blog's layout. Gonna do some changes to the html cause I just realised my old one doesn't work for the desktop view! Wonder how long has it been that way... The past 6 weeks have been intense, and fast. So many deadlines to meet and the tedious hours of journeys...
Time flies... It's almost 4 months since my last post. Where was I man (x.x) Many things have happened. Many things haven't. One thing's for sure, I can never take anything back. Not that I want to though. Sometimes, it's the truth that I've hidden so deep in me, that when they push me over the limit, it just blows. I don't blurb...
The first time I went for 推拿, I got kneaded like a bread by someone that felt like they had 'the rock' like kind of muscles. It was....beyond pain. But hey, no pain no gain isn't it? The first time I went for 推拿, I got kneaded like a bread by someone that felt like they had 'the rock' like kind of muscles. It was....beyond pain. But...
I chanced upon this post that I can relate, yay. So what is INFJ? Introversion iNtuitive Feeling Judgement. All the search returns generally give similar versions of INFJ, which is quite true comparing their description to my job and what I like to do. So go search it if you're interested to know more =) "The one key is trust." Once broken, it's...
Other than the key runners, I think that people here don't usually get to find a job that corresponds to their hobbies. Sad, but that's life - you'll never get what you want. UNLESS...if you put some effort to it than maybe...MAYBE there might be some silver lining. For me, my determination has somewhat faltered and priorities shuffled. I was a career-minded person....
Today (yesterday since it's past 12mn), was a real shitty day for me. Imagine a day where everything went wrong. Well, you probably imagined 50% of what my day was like. And because this is a complain post, I am going to talk about anything, big or small... (1) It started with the previous night, I could not get a good night sleep...
To celebrate the end of the last paper for the semester, we scouted for a new place to explore and dine. This place is near the area we frequent but we never knew it existed. Now, we should be going there more often to try out other dining options as well! Anyways, here are some items we picked off the menu: The classic...
Really happy & excited that June is coming, but at the same time quite sad that my pre-attachment is coming to an end... I was really starting to enjoy it, but someone just had to come into the picture to spoil all the fun. Well, that's life. Nothing ever goes smoothly, especially when you're mee! maggi mee. (>.<) Anyways, I've recently participated in...
We will forever be in debt to this great man, and the woman behind this man. "You do your best and reach your peak in that job. Whether you're a craftsman, whatever you are, be the best that you can be" - my nation's founding father, LKY ...
It's something everyone agrees is good to do, but most doesn't. It's something I did a lot because I am me, and got 'scolded' for. It's something that showed me who would stand up for me when I was being 'bullied', who I really am grateful to have as a partner. It's something I did more often before I started to see the...