This sem is gonna be a whole new sem. Half way through, half more to go. Where to? I have no idea, but i don't really enjoy the 'culture' in uni as much as many do. I mean..come to think about it, there's the tons of lectures which i can skip and tutorials that i don't even need to hand in for checking, uni should be "the place" for students. But i guess i'm just old fashioned and kinda like the traditional way of life back in the days where uniforms are necessary. Back then, there were the teachers i can approach for help and tables i can call my own. I'm not stereotyping all uni profs as unapproachable, but the uni way of life (for total newbies) doesn't give the students the necessary avenue for past year papers to practice on (and answers to check) and so I dont really know which are the stuffs I don't know and what to ask. This said, some lectures really just 'lecture' without making the learning interesting, which really just bring down the whole morale for me. These past 2 years, there's some modules which i understand, and some that i don't have a clue about...especially stuff with calculations (and sadly, calculations is kind of my forte =/). I tink among my course-mates, i'm one of the few unexpected ones who entered the course and the fight for survival has definitely taken a toll on me. But having said that, i know that sometimes when things get really bad, just know that it could have been worse. =) yep quote me on that heh heh heh. So, just make the best out of what my life has to offer and look forward to the future~ that's where i'll earn big bucks and travel around the world [pipe dreaming-smoke free of course]. Ok, so here's a motivational quote to keep everyone going!

"Always look at what you have left. Never look at what you have lost." - Robert H. Schuller

oh oh, and here's another one which i just happen to hear it on a video and find it so correctly placed in the wrong way. "i don't give a fawkes about your order of phoenix!" - epic rap battle #11

it sounds so wrong..but it feels so right!