i know i kinda was different during the start of the semester. i didnt want it that way either, it's just that sometimes when u reach the breaking point and went beyond it, everything gets affected, intentionally or not. i know nobody will hear it but i just hope everything will be fine again =)

just went on fb. there's the new layout and stuff which is rather confusing and i can see many people complaining. butt i tink it's rather good as u can see more happenings at once. like who's online, what ppl are commenting and liking, the top news as well as the latest updates. and i saw someone who was supposed to be sleeping hmmm..oh well, technology is getting even more complicated. and dunno why but i came across a comment (not from fb fyi) that "why are we checking out networking sites when we shld be reading books" and i tink that's damn right. i could gain so much more frm reading than checking out what mary did and tom ate. i might not even talk to them in real life! thats the problem with networking sites nowadays. connecting people in the virtual sense and making them even unconnected in the real life. #wished i could turn back time and everything could go back to the good old days whereby the only way to communicate is talking face to face. -sigh-

it's the time in my life where almost anything that can go wrong, went wrong. i'm slowly correcting it bit by bit, but i know it cant be done overnight. everyone have their life to live and life goes on no matter how good or bad the day is. so why not make the best out of everyday and see everything in a better light right? hmmm, easier said than done when there's one good thing and 99 others bad. Butt it's just like you have 1 good friend and 99 other just friends, its the 1 good friend that really counts, and stays. others just drop by and leave. They may leave marks in yr life(good or bad), but they as long as time ticks on(oh finally this is a GOOD thing), these days will be over sooner than you think ;)

Recently i've came by a quote in an article i found rather interesting and so will make it my "quote" (longest one yet).

“Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?"
"That depends a good deal on where you want to get to."
"I don't much care where"
"Then it doesn't matter which way you go,"
- Alice in Wonderland

so initially, a lost person i am, i was following this path...
baby > pre-school > pri school > sec school > JC > uni > work > live my life

i guess aft reading the quote, i have to be more specific:
> get out of uni asap > get into the working force and earn loads of $$ > save enough and live my life by travelling the world + having a blast with the people that mean the most to me ^-^