Sooo, I've been rather vexed since sem began about the whole friendship thingy and it was re-ignited again today when I went for my make-up quiz. Cos when I was there, I found that I couldn't talk to any of them (the make-up peoples), I guess they didn't wana talk to me either...
So I was distracted from my studies and I wrote down a namelist of who are the people(from uni cos they're the ppl who I have to face day in day out) who I cant click with and who are those I can, and I suddenly came to realise that I have more good friends than those lousy ones. (Yay!) I mean, I know why I've been down and its becuz those who I cant click are mostly by my side. Its ironic how we cnt click but some we have to hang out tgt most of the time (dunno if they feel the same way too hmmm...) But one things for sure, life likes to make things difficult and we have to find our own way out. I mean, I could have made a decision to leave n not see those ppl as often, but the choices in life are not as easy as it seems. For one, we're in the same course + cohort and we have to see each other in every other lecture. And for two, we have mutual frens who are more mutual then you can imagine. I really wonder if I have to work with them in the future. Of course I don't mind working with nice people, but if we cnt click means we'll have nth to gay about which means everyday will be quiet n everyday can go emo alr. bleahs! Don't want man, nono.
Hais, as I grow older, I believe in studies lesser n lesser, which in turn makes me not wana study and even worse, cnt absorb any stuff. The stuff I'm studying are incomprehensible and I don't see myself doing them in the near or far future =X
Its amazing how the ppl ard me are getting smarter while I'm stuck in my own sphere. I tink I have to go out more and explore the rest of the world, get a glimpse into the lifes of others and not be so narrow-minded and get all worked up over the small stuffs.
Of course, I'm ever so grateful for having a fantabulous bf, family, and friends (these are my special friends who laugh at my lamest of jokes and just hang out with me for wadever reasons) <3
The lousy people just makes me appreciate whatever that's not as lousy as them even more. So I gotta be grateful for coming across them too. =P Muahaha~ but p.s., don't stay too long, aligatok. =)