I am selectively social.
Sunday, November 16, 2014
I chanced upon this article...
and the weird thing is, the article describes me almost to a T. Yes, me. And that's good news for me. Cause now I know that I am not the only person in the whole planet that feels this way =) Unbeknown to my circle of friends, I do still go out with friends, usually one on one. Not that I have anything with meeting in groups, but I feel that my absence is not really significant in groups, and also I can be of more help to my family so why not just stay home and help out. Sometimes, after one whole week of stressful and tiring work, all I want is to go home to rest and have some time on my own. I don't reply to the continuous string of messages in multiple group chats because I'm busy with my life I guess (really don't understand why people expect others to use social media every minute, just because you use your phone the whole time, doesn't mean people do that too - they don't expect you NOT to touch your phones during meet-ups because they don't, so please, don't diss them with your own prejudiced standards), but I make sure I respond before the meet-up (usually kena ignored also). I guess not many people understand what I do because all they perceive is that I didn't attend...again. Yep. Getting used to this already.
Anyways, life goes on (shiet i'm sounding so old already). I've recently completed my fourth cycle and I'm feeling super exhausted. 6 days straight and the last day lasting more than 13 hours. And I still lost my phone at the end of it all (T.T) Luckily my capable bf make up for my lousiness and helped me get back my phone. And also that I met a nice taxi uncle. It's really nice to know that kind people still exist. Makes me want to volunteer again. Time...if only I can have more time. Hais. Tomorrow is yet another Monday. It's really difficult to explain what I feel about my job. Anyways, I'll end this post with a video to cheer you up and I hope you don't have to suffer as much as I do:
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