I'm not really sure if this is really the way to go for me. I mean, writing the proposal, the only thing that is confirmed is the next 2 years. What about thereafter? Is there a possibility that I will be needed? Or maybe I will be dumped when another brighter one takes on the next 4 years phase? 2 years can be an added experience, but it also can mean advancement in alternative places. Do I have 2 years to lose? I guess I won't really know until after tomorrow friday night when the final event unfolds.

 

"How dreadful...to be caught up in a game and have no idea of the rules." - Caroline Stevermer

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