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So my internship has come to an end, after a long 3 months of tiring work. Yes, i'll admit that i had alot of "free" days which i wasn't given any task but...i don't know why by the end of that day, the "being at work" part still gets to me. And the worst days were those that I have completely NOTHING to do, and every second seems really like minutes to me, passing so every super slowly....gosh -.-" But anyways, this internship has came a complete cycle and i'm quite glad about the whole thing (whatever i managed to learn, people i got to know and experience of a working adult at a company). Best of all, i got a free meal on my last day at work, heh heh. This feels great to me i dunch know why =P maybe cos i didnt really talk with a few of them but they chipped in for my meal too...My office people are quite nice too ya haha (yes yes, the bribery though the stomach). But sadly, my direct supervisor didnt even ask me for a meal (except the one where the whole group went but i didnt sit tgt w them too). And my previous mentor, he's gone MIA for half the time i was there. And I still tot he wasnt too bad cos he gave most of the people there the "better impression". But I guess certain people have different inside and outside work personalities..anyways, thank-you-my-office-people for the meal again! =) So here's a little photoshoot of my intern days, and here goes: My access pass *beep* *table on the first week at office* *table gradually getting messier as the days pass* *table gets filled with more stuff!* *table at its messiest with a super nice desktop dp!* Yep, so with that, my intern days are over! yipee~ i am a free man! Looking so forward to my overseas trip w derek <3 heheh now's the bidding time and i have to headache over the bid points and stuff. shucks, why always the modules i want then got so much competition..and why the dept don't wana open up more modules for bidding..wonder what will the rest of the modules prof be doing if their mods arent open then... argh..still have VIP and FYP report and research to do...shall quickly go do now before i go chu guo! Here's the personalized quote for today! =D

Me and my friend was sitting at macs, east coast, one time, and we didnt know what to say. So my friend asked another friend that had just came and said "hey, say one topic which we can talk about". After a second's thought, my another friend said "life. talk about life lorh!", and we all started laughing...haha, we came to a conclusion that life is really a big topic, involves almost everything and my another friend isn't really helping much by suggesting this topic. But the post i'm gonna write today, involves alot of stuff, and i guess, LIFE is gonna be the most appropriate title for it all.
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In DEATH do we part...
Paradoxically, i'm gonna start on death. It is really a forbidden topic for many people, but sadly, it is also a reality that everyone faces. Life is really unpredictable, one moment you can be well, and the next, you may be down and out. In recent years, I've been to funerals more than enough times (at least to me) to be familiar with certain procedures and process. Friends or family, (Of course) i wouldn't want to go to any one funeral more than another. But it is ultimately the "last respect" one could give to anyone else who every touched their lives. Sadly, it is really the place where a lot of last respects are paid, which should really be done when the person is alive. Dead, no matter what, is so much punnier than when he/she is alive. “If only. Those must be the two saddest words in the world.”-Mercedes Lackey
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The EXCLUSIVE club...
Yes, it happens everywhere. Official (like those with membership card) or not (mostly like those i encountered), they suck. s-u-c-k. yeah, don't call yourselves clique when you exclude people in the group. Friends hang out together in good times and bad. They talk about it over meals and make peace or just get used to each individual's characteristics. They don't have special clubs and then during gatherings, blame u for being the "odd one out" when they are the one that made you so. They don't keep secrets only for exclusive members, then pick on you when you can't catch up with the topic, because you don't know that in the first place. For these members, you can go on and enjoy your "privileges" because pretty soon, karma will be in your face. Anyway, it's already biting you back because you're hanging with birds of your same feathers or hair (in human context). yeah, sadly, only human betray. Even a horse knows what's loyalty (see the movie "war horse" for more info ;P).
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FRIENDS or FOES?
It's really sad when you used to be friends with someone for a period of time, and all of a sudden, you realize things start happening and you decide you cannot stand along with the wrongs that's ongoing and decide to end the friendship for the best. Of course, its not this direct, but it's direct enough. I don't know a lot of stuff, but what I know is that I cannot stand a backstabber. By that, i don't mean the playful-backstabbing which one of my friend practices and sometimes even doesn't know she's doing it, haha. ok, back to topic. Yeah, i mean, i wonder why alot of people say they don't like this, don't like that. And the next moment, they are the ones doing it. seriously, the last time i heard, you were the one bitching to me about tralala tralala. -.-". I mean, if you're jealous you can just keep it to yourself if you're not man enough to admit. But you dont have to say how much you dislike it and then do the same thing the next moment. If you know what i mean, i meant human to human either. If you don't then just wish this thing won't happen to you, cos it's really difficult to deal with someone that's a semi fake (half real cos they are themselves when with you?). “You don't have to disrespect and insult others simply to hold your own ground. If you do, that shows how shaky your own position is.”- Red Haircrow. Why can't the concept of friends be as simple as primary school, where if we're friends, we're friends. If not, den the open declaration of "eh i don't friend you" occurs. Everything was so easy and direct then.
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The END is just the BEGINNING...
I guess why i talked about these 3 is because i'm facing most of them is the recent years. I tend to care less on other stuff as not to get over involved in those stuff, but in the end, I can't hide from them forever. So why not make the best out of it. Treasure the people who treasure you more and do good deeds no matter what. Let others owe you instead of the other way round. Anyway, good karma will always be in your favour. Do what's right and not what people think is right. Because they may ignore you now, but for every one that ignores you, more will cheer you on. “And that is how change happens. One gesture. One person. One moment at a time.” ― Libba Bray