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So it's true. People make their own choices. No matter who the other person is, they don't make choices for us, and neither for us too.

I miss the movies that can make me entranced for the short hundred over minutes. Movies nowadays are like a brain teaser, makes you think wth they are talking about and how their next sequel is just a money making endeavour. I think divergent should be different though, not as captivating as hunger games but a winner among the movies that are coming soon. Why can't there be more movies like Inception/avatar/monsters inc or storylines as exciting as the harry potter series (this is the best already) or lord of the rings. A lot of the shows are about advanced technology, which is cool, but not that cool when there are 100 other films that uses the same idea. Like minority report was cool, Robocop not so much.

"If you had your chance to change your fate, would you?" - Princess Merida

Today, I met a hypocrite on the way to work. He told me to do some things, which he himself doesn't do it. My first thought was to just laugh over it, then I thought about it, and connected some dots. Yes I realized I "started" a fight with kpo when I decided to ask kpo a question on top of kpo's questions to me -.- Kpo made it seemed like asking the questions was a very very very natural thing to do (well, it's not, it's bossy when you do it, and you're not my boss), and seemed like my question was redundant. But really, I just wanted to know why kpo keeps asking questions about me and I placed a simple 'why' at the end of my answer, which kpo took it as something offensive I guess? WTS. Why can't I ask why am I being asked those questionsss? It's perfectly reasonable mah. If you want to ask so damn many questions then you have to be prepared and be open to answering questions. And I asked only ONE question for goodness sake, and its not a personal question also. Then came the war where kpo gathered friends and within 24 hours, friend number 1 started his attack. I thought he was an okay person, minding his own business while being "attacked" by kpo in their native language. But come to think of it, maybe he likes it. That's why he's being so protective of kpo. Problem is, anything happening between kpo and I, is none of his business. Why so kpo? He can gossip all he wants with kpo but I didn't do anything to him and he definitely only heard kpo's side of story, so WTH does he wants to get involved? Seriously, the phases don't-judge-me-till-you-walked-a-mile-in-my-shoes-or-live-a-day-in-my-life and don't-get-involved-until-you-know-100%-of-the-story works pretty good here. Sometimes, psychology seems like a really interesting subject to study. I understand, that you guys might have nothing better to do. I mean, I'd always asked myself to believe that you have different labs and that days when you'll didn't come, you'll are reporting to your alternate labs (which is potentially BS) and people here know too. Especially so for friend number 1, who finished his experiments loong ago, lives a 15mins walk away, is taking staff salary, occasionally seen around and who tells me about work ethics which he never follow. I would have appreciated the advise from someone who does it too, but not from a hypocrite. Also, for kpo, who appears to only do two regular things here, which is to use the computer to fb/play candy crush and kpo about other people's business. Actually, I don't really care what they do in office and I don't mind them doing whatever they're doing too. BUT, don't come and ka chiao me. I didn't go around poking my nose into your business so please, don't let your noses come over too.

Fun fact: Today, nothing else unusual happened. I haven't seen friend number 1 after I returned from a toilet break (wondered where his work ethics experience came from) and I haven't seen kpo since I came.

Her talk is really interesting, kinda makes me feel that the work still has some hope!

"Imagine...having you on a chip" - Geraldine Hamilton

Valentine's day was just over, and I came back to office filled with questions. "Were you sick last week?" No, I was on leave. "Where did you go?" Home. "Just resting huh." "When is your presentation" (Didn't answer cause I don't have one so I tot she was asking another person) "When is your presentation (looks at me)" I don't have one. "Did he forget about you" Maybe. "Maybe he forgot about you (and gives the you-need-to-go-ask-him-to-appoint-you-a-presentation-slot-asap-look)" Yeah but I asked him before.

 

--- silence cause nth else to sabo ---

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Anyways, time for a nice quote "Humanities' greatest advances are not in its discoveries, but how those discoveries are applied to reduce inequality. Whether through democracy, strong public education, quality health care, or broad economic opportunity, reducing human inequality is the highest human achievement" - Bill Gates



Sometimes in life, of course when you're suay, you get to meet people like this. People who keeps probing about your life, working & private one included. Even when you barely talked with them before, like once or twice? They can use their hide skin to ask questions, and still be so demanding. "What did you have last night? Where did you go? Why did you go?" Well since I still have to see your face everyday for god knows how long, I can't say this directly. But asshole, please get off my back. You're not my boss, not even my mentor. I don't rmb you helping me with anything, except to sprint for the last seat available in the meeting room when we reached the place at the same time. Even what people do over the weekends you also want to chap. Oh please, just go. Go back to where you came from and where you plan to be.

Good times pass really fast! It feels just like CNY eve yesterday, and boom! It's already the 5th day into CNY and work has already begun...and yes, although the visiting intensity has been reduced, but the money depletion is still steadily increasing, and will do so until the last day where it will exponentiate (T.T).

 

Okay so I was told, after tomorrow, I will have loads of stuff to do. Not sure if it's good or bad because I feel like I might need a change, and making any promises now may not seem like a good idea. But what if the decision has to be made tomorrow? Hais, why do I suck at this kind of stuff.

This is a really good video on work, and I feel that it is just as applicable to life. Why do people make life so complicated? Are people who live life the simple way the less sophisticated one? Or maybe they just know how to make the best out of life, to just be content, and to make every second a one less unhappy one. There's very little proper communication nowadays when everyone else is concerned about how they look, who they went out with, where they micro-conquered, and making sure everyone else knows about it. Thing is, most prolly, nobody else really cares and cause they're too preoccupied with updating about themselves. Tsk tsk, what an irony. Anyways, this video also teaches a very good point on karma via a simple feedback concept. People should really get a feel of what they do and how it affects others. Saying is easy, ganging up is easy. But when everything is against you, then you'll slowly realize how hurtful you were. But sadly most people don't think twice about hurting others in the first place, second place, and every other place until the hurt goes a full circle and returns back to them. No empathy.

 

Well I shall end of the post with a very inspirational quote "the real battle is not against competitors. This is rubbish...The real battle is against ourselves..."