It's been a headache for me, but at least I've finally complete what I was supposed to do, albeit a few months behind schedule. And the funny thing is, I'm sorta like the only one panicking. I was told I will be going here, doing this. But thus far, I've done nothing that was told to me before the finalization, and I guess I won't be doing that ever, as clearly indicated on that sheet.
So, what should I do next?
I don't get told what to do after graduation. I have to make my own choices. And I've always made stupid ones. I talk to people, but they change their words. And the consequences end up on me alone. This not good, that not good. But they are thinking in their own shoes, not mine. Sometimes, they just expect too much without being in the same situation. It's really tiring, that everything I want to do seems like a useless thing to do. That everyone should be really good in only one aspect of life and they do that for the rest of the life, but they punish people who wants to learn a little bit of everything. They want a diverse individual, and yet they suffocate them to the predetermined scopes. Worse is when there are the uninvited "educated" pinocchios that poke their noses into everything. Guess even a full education cant teach you everything huh...
Anyways, its the same old rant again because its been the same old same old. Hais, why does life have to be so miserable, why do bad things have to come in combos...
"If you're not making mistakes, then you're not doing anything" - John Woolen
